why am I so stupid when it comes to things like this. I hope the damage isn’t permanent… I want to feel her caring again. I want her to know that I cade about her more than anything. I used to tell her that family would always come first. And I’m hearing that you feel for me more like family. But, you’re now someone that I care for equally as family. So isn’t that good? Maybe to you it isn’t… Things can be worked on. I don’t want to lose someone else that feels like family to me.
People call me boring and that my life is too much of a routine. That I’m obsessed with fitness. Wrong, I want to be the best at what I do and love doing. What I pride myself in is my ability to swim and swim fast.
When I compete, I’m there to win, I’m there to fight for the top spot.
I lift heavy, train crazy and go H.A.M. In the weight room and in the pool. 6 days a week.